Updates and Such

It has been so long since I have regularly blogged that I feel like I should introduce myself.

Hi.

I’m Mrs. Gore.

This is my diary.

My kids, who are just learning to read, think the name of my blog is “Mrs. Gore’s Diarrhea”.

(It’s not. If I ever had such an ailment, which I’m going to say I haven’t, because, ew, I would NEVER blog about it. Talk about it on Facebook? Maybe. But not here).

When I first began sharing my thoughts and stories on the internets over four years ago, I was just a stay-at-home mom of two little children, looking for something to do during naptime. I had been a writer, of sorts, my entire life — whether it was tinkering around with children’s books, writing the first pages of short stories, journaling, corresponding — but I had never before found an outlet for my excessive wordage that so perfectly suited my heart and my writing style.

In fact, I distinctly remember sitting down with my older brother, Pete, over lunch in my early college days and telling him that, if I could only find an audience for my personal journal, I could possibly settle on writing as a career.

We laughed and dove into our appetizers because that was obviously ridiculous and would never happen. I was using dial-up internet at the time and Ree Drummond was still four years away from breaking the internet with her fantasticness; in other words, I’d never even heard of a blog.

Thus, once I sat down almost a decade later and published the handful of blog posts I had been secretly working on and discovered that my friends and family actually enjoyed reading them, I was hooked.

Blogging has helped and blessed me in so many ways. It has given me the consistent writing practice I’ve always needed. It has helped me to hold onto memories that I never want to forget. It has introduced me to the loveliest of audiences (that’s you!). It has given me a way to share the good news of Jesus with folks all over the world. It has soothed any of the loneliness that comes with parenting young children.

But what I’m wanting to focus on today, and this is the point I’ve been wanting to get to since I said “hi”, is that this blog has been a springboard into a project that I doubt I ever would have been brave or motivated enough to tackle on my own.

If you keep up with me on Facebook (where I make almost daily updates and drown the web with pictures of my children), you already know that, last summer, I began working in earnest on a book I had begun early in the year.

I wish I could give you more details on its origin, but I was postpartum and nursing and I honestly have NO RECOLLECTION of how or why I started writing it. For all I know, my husband wrote all those chapters and saved them on my computer and I went and stole them as my own!

Regardless, though, of how it all started, my goal was to finish the entire book by the end of summer before our homeschool year began on the day after Labor Day.

HA!

Hahahahahahaha.

HuhHAhaHAhaHAhoohee.

I am delirious with laughter.

Mostly because, almost one year later, I am still trudging along through one of the most heart-wrenching and exhausting projects that I have ever set my mind to, with several difficult and stubborn chapters of final revision still blocking my way to the finish line.

It would have been difficult to write this book if I were a single woman living alone.

It would have been difficult to write this book if I were a mom who sent her kids to school every day.

But writing this book with four little children under my roof, two of whom I HOMESCHOOL has been…

well, pure and utter and constantly interrupted madness.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I wish I could fully express to you, without sounding like a whiner, the journey this manuscript and I have been on, but I can’t. So I’ll just go ahead and whine.

There have been days of triumph, of feeling like I have written something really important and publishable. There have been days of absolute despair, feeling SURE that I have spent a year of my life penning the most unnecessary and unneeded book ever written. There have been spiritual battles, of fighting against my ambition and the temptation to write something for the masses instead of my Lord. There have been hot days, full of passion for the words I was sharing, desperate to help someone who is walking down paths that I have trod. There have been cold days, trying to connect to those passionate words already written and wondering how the girl who could write those words yesterday could feel so lukewarm today.

And then there has been the biggest battle of all, of daily fighting to be true to my God-given priorities over this tertiary desire of my heart.

Like all women and wives and mothers, my life is no longer my own. If it were, I feel quite sure I could be perfectly happy to sit at my writing work in a tiny house, typing away and eating my chocolate-covered almonds and sharing my heart all the live-long day.

But what, then, would I have to write about?

This family, this calling, this husband, these children…

they are my story.

Like, literally. My book is about them. How we met. How they’ve changed me. How God has sanctified me through each of them.

Thus, I have learned that, the most important key to my writing has been that I keep it where it belongs. Not first. Not second. Not third. Probably not even fourth.

Just somewhere far down the line, eked out during stolen moments in afternoons or evenings, in infrequent getaways to my mom’s house in the country, during Sunday afternoon naptimes…

whenever the Spirit leads and whenever I am free to enjoy this favorite craft and hobby.

This probably isn’t the most effective way to become a successful author who gets paid for her words, but during this season of my life, it’s the only way I know how to do it, and my sweet husband assures me o’er and o’er that God has used this this book for my growth and my good, whether it ever makes it beyond this Chromebook of mine.

At this point in the process, I am just over halfway finished with the FINAL revision of my book that has now reached 218 pages, 89,990 words, and probably many more to go.

Some chapters I finish in a day (those are my favorite).

Others take weeks (like the two chapters I stuck my tongue out at tonight).

But I have made it this far and I am pressing on with determination, and who knows? Maybe by the end of THIS summer, I’ll finally have finished this book that, for reasons unbeknownst to me, God has directed me to write and is teaching me to balance through His daily leading.

And then we shall see where she flies!

Until then, I’ll be here, blogging, whenever I can steal a moment, but mostly over at the Facebook page. Thank you for hanging in there with me and continuing to be the nicest and most encouraging readership on the web.

I am beyond grateful for all of you, my Mrs. Gore’s Diary readers.

(Unless you’d rather go by “Mrs. Gore’s Diarrheaders”? No? Anybody?…)

~

Writing books makes me happy.

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Writing books makes me sad.

sad

Writing books makes me wonder why I’m wearing sunglasses on my head.

At 12:35 a.m.

On a rainy day.

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I’m going to bed.

12 thoughts on “Updates and Such

  1. can I just say that I LUV u??? Don’t want to embarrass you or make you feel uncomfortable… But you bring a smile to my face via fb OR here… I just feel happy when I see you have posted something..ANYTHING…I just like how you write…I like your attitude/logic it’s just so in tune with LOTS of moms….woman… Families …I just want to hug you & your wonderful family! I believe God does smile down on your little slice of heaven on earth & it’s looks/sounds like somewhere I would like to be..thank u for opening your lives to readers like myself… Expressing Gods words…thru yours… Being real…just thanks

  2. You are a true writer and you have your priorities exactly where they should be. Writers conferences will often try to tell you differently, that you should write every day, at a certain time, place, blah, blah, blah. You write like I do (which of course is the RIGHT way!). When I have time. When my families needs are met. Wherever I can snatch a spare napkin and jot something down. And guess what? I’m the published author of six books and participate in 3 blogs as a regular contributer. God blesses those who keep Him and His priorities first. Maybe not with fame and fortune. But with the glory of His riches, which are way better. I’m praying for you as your draw closer to that finish line, sweet sister. You can do it! ❤

  3. My name is Stacey W. Moore and I just want to suggest Compel to you. Just check it out it might help with your writing. Lysa Terkeurst leads it and she is magnificent and is Christian.

  4. I can make this so easy for you ~ write your heart as you do with so much love, humor, and putting all of your FB beautiful comments and stories with those photos so adored by those waiting for them ~ hmm, would be me, in one place to be read over and over ~ and who knows, your grandchildren will love them as bedtime stories! Maybe wake-up stories, because when they screech and their adrenaline goes up, how will their loving parents ever get them to sleep?
    Thank you for so much enjoyment, Mrs. Gore, as you share your heart and loves. Oh, and date and time them as you post ~ your children will have a wonderful keepsake. We are just onlookers absorbing so much love and family.
    Kathleen ~ Lane Hill House

  5. Love your writing… whenever and however it comes! God has His perfect timing for everything and He will do for you whenever and however He chooses! 🙂 You are doing a wonderful and beautiful work in loving your family and writing their story… however God works that out!

    • I was really shocked. When I saw your email it was the first one I opened to see what you had to say. I guess thank you I am in shock. I hope you have a blessed day

  6. I am new at this I just sent what I was going to write to you to the person that left you a comment. I pushed the notify me of comments button. I am going to do my best to tell you what I said. I am impressed by your writing and have prayed that you get a book signing.

  7. I love books & I know I will treasure yours….thank you for anchoring me on days that life just seems hectic…you remind me of what is really important….God & family. God bless you and all your family. Thank you for sharing with all of us!!!

    • Thank you for your comment I was so happy to see Mrs. Gore’s name on my email. I am very blessed and happy memorial day.

  8. I can so relate to this! I’ve been writing my book for 3 years. It’s about a Christmas project for families. Sometimes I feel very called to it and things are going well – other times, it’s nothing but a frustration, many ups and downs. I certainly have learned a lot, though. I finally decided to self-publish it in e-book form through Smashwords. I hope to have it up by July. (you might like it.) I encourage you to keep at it. If you love to write, that’s a gift from God, and He’ll use it somehow. I love connecting with believers through blogging, and I’ve been getting your posts through email for some time now. Join me on facebook, if you’d like: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Adventures-in-the-Ballpark-Marianne-Ball/394038163950377?ref=hl
    Keep at it!

    • Thank you for writing the comment, Mrs Gore I don’t know how to write you or I can’t figure out. Thank you for what you did again, it impressed me. Have a blessed day.

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